I just remember what dream i saw last night..
it was kind a nice and scary dream.. but i saw me.. selfharming.. and it feeled good. And i didn’t want to wake up ‘cause i wanted to see myself killing me.. I had all those fat cuts and to the bone cuts.. it was kinda nice to see your white bones under your fat and murcle.
i really wanted to kill myself..
oh god why i’m even telling this.